These days, gaming is kinda way too competitive - it's lacking the
casual fun it used to have. Mind you, there are still casual games but
if you look at the current top 10 games, 60% is competitive in nature.
With my personality, I'd want to be as good as I can be, it's just my nature
so I can't play these competitive games anymore where I know my competitive
spirit will flare up; especially in these PVP games like CSGO or Apex Legends.
Heck, even DOTA2 or LoL is hardcore for me.
It's just the matter of time investment, that's why I cutoff "playing" Raid Shadow
Legends, even though I wasn't really doing anything - I was still investing a lot
of time in it and I always think I can be leveling up my real life skills rather than
playing. TBF, I love video games but I think more of them as art or life simulator. I
don't want to consider them seriously, but that's just my personal choice - I have
nothing against people who want to dedicate their life to becoming better at it.
I have to spend some time refocusing my mental paradigm, I know I want to "game" in the
real world more so I should cut down everything unnecessary, boil it down to my essentials.
lizard people have taken over the wurldo..