Since my fathers passing, maybe moreso when the Sheila/Davis/180 Smoke debacle
happened, so it's been a while back - I felt like my ship (aka my life) has been
captainless, I'm just not motivated in life, just passing through like a soulless
wanderer aimlessly wandering the world looking to fill my soul with something...
anything....
I've been trying so HAAARD to do something about it but I'm just not motivated, like
I'm going through the motions of trying but I know deep inside, the fire is not getting
lit - it's just a slow ember that's slowly going to die if I don't do anything about it.
So where should I head? Do I need to retreat into the mountains to become a hermit so that
I become enlightened, do I need Jesus in my life?
feelsBadMan.
loren ipsum