To be honest, the beginning of 2023 has been a tad slow for me.
Mainly because of the one thing that kinda hinges my progression
in this phase, which is a steady job (LOL).
To be fair, I am saying a steady job because I need a secure steady
stream of income to offset whatever bills I have to pay while I work
on my various business projects. While that may sound easy, I add
this life caveat which is I need an late night job or essentially
overnight because I need my mornings free essentially
With that said, I am still working on the various projects; my trading
algo is near completion. I essentially just need to program the various
tools I need which is taking up the time. My physical self is kinda
alright, some kinks here and there but the weight loss focus and back
in full force. I have an undisclosed digital project that I'm also working
on the side in hopes that it bears fruit somewhat.
So what does this mean for my 2023?
It has been slow, I admit, but I am still going. Mentally, I need to
focus up a bit more - try to set my mental paradigm to a more action
oriented focus. Also, I seem to be somewhat in a loss with what to do
with my life. Not necessarily what I need to do, more so in what I
should focus on, what actions should I fill my life with.
I am so focused on META decisions that I am basically paralized with
indecision. This is an odd phenomenon for me since I never had this
issue for years beforehand. I am somewhat concerned and is trying to
troubleshoot this mentality; is it because my mental state has weakened?
or was there an event that triggered this? or was it just a slow natural
process of decay?
It's an odd that thing I need to handle.
Focus up, and just do it - you know what you need to do. Get off the
porn of self vegetation. Dial it in, amp it up KEKW.